Friday, November 11, 2011


All I want is to be delivering my baby today, spending the night recovering in a hospital bed and snuggling my newborn little boy ... but that will never happen ... he is waiting for me in heaven. I've found that so many in my life would expect that I should have "moved on", "gotten over this by now", and "stop dwelling on it." I've stopped trying to explain it to those who make comments like that. I have been blessed with support and understanding from other moms at organizations like:

Anchored By Hope

Faces of Loss, Faces of Hope

Missing Grace Foundation

Babies Remembered

Infants Remembered In Silence (IRIS)

Grieve Out Loud

Sufficient Grace Ministries


  1. Remembering your sweet Journey...sending prayers for you and your family...

  2. I got chills as I read that your babies due date is our babies birthday/ the day they died. I am praying for you guys!